Well what has been going on in the life of yours truly? Still getting settled into my new place. Enjoying living like an "adult" for the first time in my life. School is a pain, but well worth it. Hope to graduate next spring.
I was laying in bed the other night watching TV and contemplating about all of the things that I want to do this year. Being as busy as I am these days it's hard to find the time to even brush my teeth but I have lots of plans. Vacations, books to read, movies to see, parties to attend, but what about the personal? I had lost all hope of any personal anything in October when I ended things with "him". I lost any desire to go out and have fun, check out men or even find a sub to play with. That was the most disappointing and depressing thing about that breakup! I didn't want to interact with any man in any way. The one thing in life that I literally get chills from I could care less about. Fuck!! Whats wrong with me? I am a domme who not only does not have a submissive but has no desire to dominate! Am I still a domme? Or just one that has hit a rough patch in her life? Here I am walking around as if I am indestructible like my bra and panties are made out of kryptonite. Wham! Found out that I can be destroyed.
Okay universe/all knowing domme in the sky I get it, lesson learned. Even a mistress is susceptible to getting her heart broken. So here is my next ques. Do I play with fire again or learn from this painful event and protect my heart (and ego)?

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