Dear god I'm bored with life. Is there nothing exciting to do anymore. Yes, I look forward to my camping trips, learning to snowboard and a little rope play. Where has the excitement gone? And it's not just me it is everyone. We are nothing but automatons going through the daily motions. Is this what life is like for those who live in the mid-west or after you get married and have kids? Nothing to look forward to but the buffet special at home town buffet!!?? I hope beyond all hope that this is just a phase I'm in and it will pass quickly. But than again one needs to make her own destiny. Seize the day and all that good crap. I think living in LA has jaded me. Seeing a guy piss on a street corner or drug dealers outside my front door don't surprise me anymore. Maybe I should move to the mid-west, it would be refreshing? Or maybe it is the end of the year self reflection which I try to fight every freakin year but can't get away from! Forget it. I'm going to watch a british drama and go to bed.
I hope there is a more pathetic domme somewhere else in the world. No, i take it back I wish no ill well against any domme. I save that for my slaves.